There hasn’t been a day in my life where this friend hasn’t had an impact on. Even though I may not tell her, or show her, everyday… my life had been greatly affected by her.
There are so many thoughts going through my head… there are so many things we need to do. So many things to say. So much more we could’ve experienced together. But… now I can only sit in wonder… how my life will be without her.

She may not be leaving to somewhere I can’t see forever but… to not be able to see her from time to time… to not hear her yell at me. To not feel her slap when I mess up… oh its those little things ill miss.

I get so emotional thinking about this. To not be able to see you. To not be able to talk to you. And the fact that I can’t do anything about it. It furiates me and makes me sad at the same time.

I’m sorry but I wish I could say this face to face… but I know ill just cry… and cry. I know no distance will break our friendship. But it will make me miss you like crazy… thanks for the many years of awesome memory and thanks for so many life lessons. Thank you fir being… my best friend. I truly, honestly, sincerely cannot ask or even find a better friend than you. You’ll always be in my heart and your words will ring through and through. I hope we see each other sooner than later. You’ll always be in my prayers. May God light a path for your life and never lose sight of his will.